alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah... setelah 45 hari pergi mengerjakan haji, akhirnya mak dan ayah selamat kembali ke tanah air... selama mereka pergi mengerjakan haji, aku jualah yang ditanggungjawabkan untuk menjaga rumah nie... almaklumlah, mak dah takder lagi nak masak and abah dah takder lagi nak kemaskan rumah... jadi aku jelah yang menggantikan tugas2 diorang... walaupun yang sebenarnya aku nie takderlar buat kerja banyak sangat pon sementara mak n abah pegi haji... tapi aper yang bestnyer ialah aku dapat lar jugak masak goreng2 sikit... hehehe... tapi apa yang penting mak n abah berjaya jugak mengerjakan haji... semoga mendapat haji yang mabrur... aminnnn.......

Stephen Hawking and The Theory of Everything

well...
actually, i don't really know what to write... but, because i'm so boring right now, i'm decided to write something... by the way, i'm actually at my sis office... she's a lecturer... right now, she's busy teaching... and i don't really care about that... but i'm really pissed off right now...

it's an office, but i don't really think that this was an office at all... well, the entire room was an office, but the computer? i don't think it's suit with a lecturer... what i think was that, this computer, the one which i'm typing right now was an old computer... no wonder my sis really wanted to buy a laptop... yes, and i'm thinking the same too...

this old computer really pissed me off... not to insulting anyone, but honestly, this computer was much more primitive than the one at my home... lolz... but anyway, i'm really thankful... 'cause this computer's internet connection was much more fast than mine... you know, somehow internet makes me busy... as far as i concern, the world wide web was like a neverland... there are lots of stuff that you can find there... free software download, free music, and much more...

anyway, early before, i watched a great documentary... i guess so... maybe for some people it's great, but maybe some not... but for me, i'm really think that it was a great documentary... it's about Prof. Stephen Hawking actually... it's not about his life, but about his quest for the holy grail of modern physicist... about the theory of everything... well, what was that? at first, i'm not really care about that, but when i watched it for a while, i found it interesting... actually, this topic was really alien to me... how come i don't know the theory of everything... hehehehe... just showing off...

what is the theory of everything? according to the narrator, the theory of everyhting is an ultimate theory... the beggining of the universe... well, everyone knows about the big bang theory... the colossal explosion that create the universe that we live today... maybe theory of everything same as the big bang theory...

at first, i don't really understand about it... firstly, the narrator explain about the black hole... sort of... and the truth is, i don't know what in earth that he talking about... he mumbling about the quantum mechanic, some sort of high level of physics...

the whole story remind me that i'm going to learn physics, again, after leaving it for roughly about a year... well, physics... i miss you... hehehehe... i have to strive my hard to get good grade for this upcoming semesters... insyaAllah...

the point is that, i'm going for something i really like-physics... when i was in form 5, i'm dreaming about to becoming a physicist... 'cause i was really influenced by my result... i think that becoming a physicist would be great... but after some consideration, i bury my dream... maybe becoming physicist just din't suit me at all... and later, i run into a new dream... i'm thinking about becoming an engineer... at least, physics still involve here... i'm really hoping that my dream will come true... someday...

just a simple thought

Arie nie, seperti biaser, mesti bangun pkul 11… hehehe… biaser ar… musim cuti camni mesti bangun lambat… bkannyer bole buat slalu… kalu da masuk sem baru nnt, dah tak bole nak bangun lambat lagi… hehehe… arie nie arie jumaat… so, secara automatiknyer aku tau bahawa Naruto and Bleach da kuar chapter yang baru…

Sebaik sahaja selepas semayang jumaat, aku pon pegi lar beli makanan… unfortunately, stall yg aku agak suker tu tak bukak… so, kene lar beli kat kedai sebelah… apa yang menghairankan ialah harganya… dulu aku beli kat situ, punyer lar mahal… lagi mahal dari stall dkat ngan kolej aku… tapi, biler aku beli tadi, raser macam murah lar pulak… nasi, ikan ngan sayur cume 3 ringgit… semasa perjalanan pulang, aku terfikir semula… naper lar pula makanan hari nie murah pulak… hmmmmm… mungkin sebab arie jumaat kot… tapi maser aku beli hari tu pun hari jumaat jugak….

Takperlar… biar jer lar makcik tu… buat per nak pikir pasal harga lagi… lagi menyusahkan hidup aku ader lar… menyesakkan minda aku yang memang da sesak pon… anyway… aku ingat nak bacer komik petang nie… kat internet lar, of course… but, one piece dier tak update lagi… 2 yang tak best tuh… da lamer da aku tunggu nak bacer one piece-bkan lamer sangat pon… 2 minggu jer- biasernyer komik tuh update weekly, tp entahlar… mungkin pelukis tuh sedih atas kejadian tanah runtuh kat Malaysia kot… tu sebab die tak lukis minggu nie… hehehehe… agak jer… anyway, aku dapat jugak bacer Naruto ngan Bleach… okay lar jugak…

Cerita Naruto pond a jadi best… rasernyer tak lamer lagi habis lar citer nie kot… samer lar jugan ngan Bleach… tapi, One Piece I don’t think so… sebabnyer, ceritanyer baru sampai setengah… rasernyer lar… kagum jugak lar dengan pelukis n penulis manga nie… walaupun cerita tue dah bertahun, diorang still tak kering idea… cerita macam Naruto tu, da berapa tahun da… rasernyer mungkin dah lebih kurang dalam 5 tahun kot… ataupon mungkin lebih dari itu… at first, ingatkan orang yang bacer komik nie macam budak2, tapi bile da start baca, mesti addicted… macam aku nie lar… setiap minggu mesti tunggu dier punyer update…

Bkannyer nak cerita aper pon… cumer tengah bosan nie… kalu rumah nie berinternetkan streamyx, okay jugak… apakan daya, cumer dial up biaser jer… tapi okay lar jugak… at least, aku bole connect ngan internet… xder lar bosan sangat dduk rumah masa cuti nie… actually, aku menulis nie maser aku ngah baca komik… mesti agak pelik jugak kan, tapi disebabkan kebosanan menunggu image komik tu nak kuar, aku tulis lar benda nie… tulis punyer tulis, tak sedar lar pulak da tulis sampai sini… biasernyer kalu nak tulis karangan, mesti liat tangan nak tulis… lagi2 maser tulis karangan utk assignment or utk practice… terutamanyer karangan SAT… nasib baek SAT da lepas…

SAT memang lar da lepas… tapi tak bermakna aku bole lepas dari menulis… taun depan kene belajar advanced composition pulak… ntah aper lar bende tue… harap2 lar tak susah… kalu fikir balik… dalam idup kita, kiter mesti x bole lari dari bahasa and math… bahasa tue memanglar… kita cakap tiap2 hari… tapi math? Mungkin aku nie da terpengaruh ngan citer numb3rs kot… hehehe… anyway, bole dikatakan setiap hari kita mengira… samada perkiraan yang kompleks ataupon yang simple jer…

Komik yang aku bacer pon da nak dekat abis… sebagai penutup, aku tulis skit benda kat bawah nie… hehehehehe… kalu pandai, cuber lar teka aper benda nie… maybe it's just a simple thought...

If I have to,
I will put myself right beside you,
So let me ask you,
Would you like that?

And I don’t mind,
If you say this love was a last time,
So now I ask,
Would you like that?

Something getting in the way,
Something just about to break,
I will try to find my place,
In the diary of Jane,
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way,
I still try to find my place,
In the diary of Jane,
So tell me how it should be.

Try to find out,
What made you thick?
Coz I lie down,
Sore and sick,
Would you like that?

Desperate I will crawl,
Waiting for some love,
No love,
There is no love.
Die for anyone,
What have I become!

I don’t know how make lots of money,
I got debts that I’m trying to pay,
I can’t buy you nice things,
Like big diamond rings,
But that don’t mean much.

I can’t give you the house you’ve been dreaming,
If I could,
I will build it alone,
I’ll be out there all day,
Just a hammer and a nail,
To makes us a place of our own.

I’ll write you a song,
That’s how you know that my love is still strong,
I’ll write you a song,
And you know from the song,
That I just can’t go on without you.
I’ve got your love,
And you got my song.

I don’t know how to make lots of money,
I don’t know all the rights things to do,
I can’t say where we’ll go,
But the one thing I know,
Is how to be a good man to you,
Until I die,
That’s what I’ll do.

A lonely road,
Crossed another cold state line,
Miles away from those I loved,
Purpose hard to find,
While I recall,
All the words you spoke to me,
Can’t help but wish that I was there,
Back where I loved to be.

There’s nothing here for me in this barren road,
There’s no one here when the city sleep,
And all the shops are closed,
Can’t help but thinks of the times I had with you,
Pictures and some memories,
Will have to help me through.

Some search,
Never finding a way,
Before,
They waste away,
I found you,
Something told me to stay,
I gave in, to selfish way,
How I miss someone to hold,
When hopes begin to fade…

Dear God,
The only thing I ask of you,
Is to hold her when I’m not around,
When I’m much too far away,
We all need, a person who can be true to you,
But I left her,
When I found her,
And now I wish I’d stayed,
‘Cause I’m lonely,
And I’m tired,
I’m missing you again,
Once again...

Selamat Hari Rayer Aidiladha.........

hahaha........
setelah lama menunggu... berjaya jugak aku menjalani SAT... akhirnya...
seperti biaser...memanglar soklannyer susah... bkan stakat susah,tp susah giler... tp xderlar sampai giler... ehehehehe... alhamdulillah... harap2 aku punyer markah tinggi...
actually... aku igt nk pegi jejalan lepas amik exam, tapi raser mcm malas lar pulak... yelar... da penat menjawab soklan SAT,2 yg mlas nk kuar.....
pulak 2, bas intec pulak datang amik lmbat.....frust sangat tggu, ktorang pegi jer dkat KTM... lambat sgt nk tggu bas intec... da balik 2, enjoy lar pulak... muler2 nengok movie... tp raser malas lar pulak... last2 pegi maen game bola... nasib baek menang..hehehehe... lepas lar jugak tensen...
esoknyer naek bas pkul 9.30... tggu lar kat situ, ingtkan pkul 9.25 nk jenguk2 kalu bas da nak sampai... nasib baek pegi jenguk... kalu x, da tetinggal da bas... rupernyer bas 2 tggu kat terminal yang satu lagi... patutlar x nmpak basnyer... dlam bas, mcm biaser ar... denga lagu... dengar punyer dengar,da terlelap da... celik mata jer da smpai kat tampin... pas2 brenti kat tol Ayer Keroh n naek kakak balik kampung...
sampai jer kampung, nengok sumer orang da ader... yelar, tahun nie ktorang brayer ala kadar jer... ramai orang pegi haji... hehehe... jadi, mkan jer lar aper yang ader...
esoknyer (hari raya) ktorang balik awal... nk singgah jejalan kat BP... alang2 da sampai sini... aku carik ar kedai buku... ada Popular kat sini... oleh yang demikian, aku pun secara sengaja membeli buku yang aku nk sangat beli... heheheehehehe... nasib baek ada orang blanja... aku baru jer beli sambungan buku yg telah aku bacer... skang nie, aku ngah bacer Breaking Dawn... ehehehehehe... sambungan Eclipse... so, boleh ar aku mengisi maser lapang aku dengan membacer buku nie... nk sangat tau aper kesudahan cerita cinta Edward and Bella... hehehehe...